One year ago today, we were sitting in a tiny room waiting.... watching dvd's, playing board games, reading books....pretty much doing anything to keep our minds off of what was happening the next day.
Eve was not a bit nervous about her forthcoming 6hr surgery, she was just happy they were letting her bring her "ganky" into the OR with her!
But as you can guess, I was extremely nervous. Actually, I was beyond nervous...I was terrified.
I cried myself to sleep for a whole week before her surgery. I remember crying so much that I couldnt cry anymore, but I made sure never to cry in front of Eve.
If mammy's scared, Eve's scared.
If mammy's happy, or at least acts happy, Eve's happy.
So that's what I did.
One year ago today, was horrible.
But thank God we will never have to re-live it......
Waiting to go down to the OR....
Wow, how scary that must have been for you.... I am so glad she is doing so much better... I cannot imagine that, my lil CFer is 6 and doing very well... God Bless you both HUGS Marcy
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